I just had my heart completely broken by my one true love who I was with for three years. I know it takes time to get over, and I keep telling myself that it will get better with time, but it just seems to be getting worse every day. I dream about him every night, and everything during the day reminds me of him. I deleted his number from my phone, but I still have it memorized and I can't stop wanting to call. All of my friends have left town for the summer, and are just not around to talk to me or distract me from anything. I decided to go home because I thought I would get more support there, but the more depressed I get the more everyone just ignores me. I know that I am being a huge burden on my family, but I cannot will myself to do anything. I am supposed to be going back to where I live on Tuesday, but I am just not ready to face him. He has all sorts of friends still in town, he is busy every night having fun and I have no one there. What can I do to get myself to stop thinking about him- stop dreaming about him- stop wanting to call him? What can I do without any support network? I feel so hopelessly lost I just can't take it
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