I ask myself everyday, What happend why dont he love me anymore. 3 months ago we were going to Vegas to get remarry'd Bought me a huge diamond he got on one knee proposed again, he was crying I was crying. Sends me emails, txt's called me everyday to say I love you baby girl. Now 3 weeks later its "I care for you" "lets leave it at that" WTF?? are we 15 or 38? 20 years and all I get is "I care for you". I am starting to realize, there is something wrong with him he just fkn crazy. Dressing like he is 15, the weight loss, the dying of the gray hair. I do not want my children to think punishing people, treating people like shit and money is the way life is, Love and family is what life is about. Money and houses and stuff, dont define you as a person, the choices you make and the how you treat people is what defines you as a person. Being selfish is just that, being selfish, I am going to teach my children something better. And will not let him ruin my world anymore. Wooohooo Go! me am I making progress?
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