He was my best friend...we had been together for 1 year and lived together. Now it's been almost a month since I've seen him. It's so painful thinking its been that long already. He just says he doesn't want to be in a relationship right now...he can't be the partner that I want or deserve. He needs to be by himself. We had such great chemistry and compatibility to the point I'm afraid I'll never find that again in another person.
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