I am having such a difficult time this past week dealing with reality versus false hope. My stbx and I have been getting along really well, even though he has told me many times that he cannot be there for me the way I want him to. I don't know why I keep holding out hope for someone who is really not good for me. He is too into himself and has a lot of issues to deal with, but I can't help feeling sorry for myself and wanting more. Any help on how to break free and see reality is greatly appreciated. I don't want to hurt anymore, and that's all I seem to be doing, is in a vicious cycle.
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