I am going to a company Christmas party in a bit. I do not have the Christmas spirit in me. Everyone seems so happy and I feel so numb inside. My heart is aching and all I do is think of her and how she will spend the holidays. I bet she is happier than I am, but she does not deserve that. I wish people really know how cold hearted she is. She is not the kind and sweet person she pretends to be! As you can tell I am bitter and still hurt.
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