My husbands brother came in 3 times today. He is my favoriate and I love him like my own brother. He tried to convince me to forgive his for the pain he has put me through and go back to the way it was. I told him that I jsut couldn't do it I have been hurt far too long and I just can't go back to that same way of life. My husband shows no sign of remorse or regrets. He seems like he is ready to move on. Right now he is sitting in front of me chatting with a female friend whom I don't trust after reading some of the past posts. They are very good friends. I am so tired and just want to move on. I will be strong and continue to grow and learn a new more positive way of life. I continue to tell myself I will do this and not look back.(that is till I have one of those weak moments).
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