Ok where to start my husband has left me Wednesday and I just feel numb. I can't cry although it hurts, I feel like I am having an out of body experiance. We met five years and six months after I let him move in I found out the happy person I thought was him was down to the Crack he was taking. I should of run then I dont know why I didnt. it took a year to get him clean and a year later we married and had our son. I thought we had gone through the worst but with the drugs gone it left him angry and sad. We have arguments befoure and he has gone to stay with family over night, but I know this time he wont be back. He woke up, got very violent and left without saying anything apart from he will be back to kill me. I'm confused we had just started marriage coounciling to help because he as OCD and we where having silly arguments over the kids (I have two from my first relationship). I dont understand what I did wrong I went to bed with my husband and woke up with a monster. he has not been in touch since and I know he wont, will I get over this? can I do it all on my own? is it normal to feel so confused?
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