It's been almost a year now since we split up. I still wake up in the morning and feel incredibly sad thinking about all that happend in my past relationship. I keep thinking about him being with her. I keep thinking what went wrong. I feal so horrable about it that life is now meaningless to me. I read the revenge thread in the forum and there were people telling the person " just do good for yourself and then that will be revenge" but she is a millionare and makes 250 k a year. I could never do good in her eyes. Plus she said she " wants to stay my friend and help me through my struggles " witch really upsets me because shes the one who gave me this struggle ! I havent talked to her in a long long time, yet I can't get past this stage of horrable thinking about her every day of my life and it effects my life in every thing I do. I wish I could just flip a switch and not have to worry about this any more. It only seems to be getting worse.
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