so me and my ex have this twisted kinda thing going on where we aren't together because whenever we try that we have conflict but we ARE very in love we date other people shes been with this one guy a while now we still tell each other we love each other and she knows i still care about her more than anything and try my best to make her happy and feeling safe and everything and we still have a huge sexual lust for each other that we maintain well my jealousy is really taking over right now because shes going out to dinner tonight and to think of that fucking guy fucking her just pisses me off so bad the thought of another guy doing that stuff with her just kills me even though we made a deal to keep up with our sexual relationship and our love but not to get jealous over each other and here i am freaking out i don't know what to do to take my mind off it besides wanting to have sex to make her mad
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