Today I got a call from my ex's cousin. It sounded almost like he was checking up on me, asking how I was, what I was up to. Haven't heard from him in months, we used to hang out once in a while, but I just find it odd that I was telling the ex everything I was doing yesterday and now all of a sudden it seems like her cousin is checking up on me. Maybe I'm reading too much into this, just not sure what to think. It brought back all kinds of memories and emotions I really did not want to deal with. I wouldn't mind hanging out with more people, but I think her cousin would just bring back too much and set me back in my progress. Not sure what to think, not sure what to do. Confused and anxious, as usual.
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