Ok I am stuck with a huge decision right now. I went after a job about 6 months ago that I really had no intention of taking but I just wanted to see if my photos were good enough to play at that level. The job was in Boston and I am in Washington and at the time I was happily married with two kids. Well I almost got offered the job but someone beat me out. Well I got a call this morning out of the blue saying the person they hired didn't work out and if I was interested in the job. The jobs starting pay is double the job I found here and he also says that he has a downtown Boston loft he could rent me for 1000$ a month which is way less than its worth. I still told him I wasn't sure so he said fly out here tomorrow on me and you can check out the city and the apartment and the whole setup so I agreed. I am really conflicted though if I take this job I know I will barely ever be able to see my kids which is the most important thing in my life. I am still in love with my wife and am unable to let go. On the other hand if I stay here I will be barely scraping by. I am leaning towards my children right now but I am going to go and check out this job. Another question: My wife hasn't spoken one word to me in the last 3 days and we are still living together. Should I tell her that I am going to be gone for 2 and a half days or should I just leave? I am not sure I want to be the one to speak first because I have already tried that. Anyway I doubt she will care if I am gone or be worried so whats the point besides she has my #.
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