Right now I am in a hole I don't know how to get out of it. I have been with my boyfriend for over a year. And supposedly I've been over my husband for almost a year. The thing is, I haven't been over him. As soon as I start feeling the pain of being seperated from him, I go running back. Not to have sex or anything like that. I don't even break up with my boyfriend. I go running back to "talk" to keep the possibility of us getting back together open. Which is totally messed up, because while I was with my husband there was mental and verbal abuse to me and my son. And when I talk to him currently he mind ninja's me any chance he can get. However I am so afraid of feeling the pain of him being gone, and I mean totally gone, no phone calls, no going over to talk that I keep this dead relationship hanging on by a strand. Any help for me out there? Please don't tell me just to leave him alone. If you do tell me that, tell me HOW....
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