I can't believe i'm writing this, i have been doing great. it's been 2 years since break-up and any contact at all. today, i feel totally weak and want him back in my life so bad. i don't understand it. i feel like my self-esteem and self-condfidence is growing stronger, but when it comes to him, will i cave? i do believe, yes. i'm doing the right thing by letting all this go no matter how long it takes, right? i feel sad he is an alcoholic. but i'm responsible for only me right now. i have family, friends, ds, counseling. why all of a sudden after all this time does this come up to the surface? harsh words and dope slaps allowed.
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