it's going to be a month now since i left my husband. (we are not divorced yet, haven't filed) i felt so strong and firm about the desicion when i decided to leave, but now i'm having second thoughts, i mean...........let's face it, we all have our flaws, i made some big mistakes too in the relationship, big ones, and he's the one always trying to make things work out, i felt, i that i wasn't interested in working things out anymore, but i'm having second thoughts. but i feel the pride in me wants to take over, what i really want to do. i know deep inside he's a very compassionate nice person, ironically he's one of the few that understand me. but, like him i feel i've made mistakes, it takes two to break a marriage, and two to fix one up. after i had, been hospitalized for attempted suicide, i feel i have changed, in some ways, i got closer to god, and i see things differently, i really don't know what to do. i'm afraid of embarrasement, by my friends and family, if we attempt to give this another chance. what i'm i going to do, i know it might sound stupid, but.........being in Crazy Town, is not fun.
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