I am CRUSHED!! I just got off the phone with him and he is NOT coming to my Moms. He says if it isn't too late to call him when I am done there. He ask me if I am coming to his house. I say NO, I'm not coming there. Now he has just gone 9 hours to visit his family and he says he is committed to me and our marriage and Christmas day could pass without seeing me. I guess he forgot his promise. That if he went to Pa. without me that he'd come straight to see me on Christmas night when he got back. I'm sure he don't have a gift for me either. The gift I want is his heart...but its so dang COLD. I am hurting SOOOOOOO BAD!! He asks whats wrong has he ruined another Christmas. I said I guess you're just showing your committment. Then he says, okay, well call me later, I love you. He only loves himself. WHY do I allow him to do this to me. I am willing to NOT even go to my Moms if I can see him. I'm going to see him today and I am going to tell him. IF he really wants this marriage, then he needs to move back in. I know he won't agree. But I am going to tell him that committment takes TWO of us. He says he is committed but he don't show he cares about me. I have called him back and left 2 messages, now he is NOT taking my calls. Such PAIN and on CHristmas Day. I know you all warned me. I know I deserve better....EVERYONE does!! I want HIM to treat me better. He don't even see he is doing me wrong. An hour later, he is still not answering my phone call
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