Another day and I want to just go back to bed and get up when this is over. As I have made clear, I am so in love with my husband. Yes, I asked him to leave because of his behavior. I guess deep down, I hoped and I thought he'd change and come back. I guess I still give him too much credit. Over the past 6 yrs each time we'd split up, we'd be back together in a few days, with him telling me what I wanted to hear. Some times actions followed, but clearly they didn't last or I wouldn't be here. I just want to do the right thing. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone. I have never hurt like this. I can't sleep and it is hard to function. Should I keep praying and hold on my faith that he will come around? And take the chance of him being with all the women on the dating sites he is on? Or do I run to him and tell him we need to start working on restoring our marriage. I know that he would agree to do that. Not sure how much effort he would put toward it. It is harder living without him that it was to live with him. I really can't take this horrible aching pain much longer.
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