My boyfriend broke up with me a month ago. We lived together so he has just now found a place where he can move to. We dated for a very long time. He was my first love, and i'm having the hardest time letting go. Hes says hes not happy, and that being apart from me will help him. I guess one of the hardest things to accept is that he blames the majority of our relationships failure on me. I know that i did things wrong and i'm not going to deny that by any means. I just cant get over the guilt of all the things i did wrong. And i cant help but to wish that i could go back and change the things i did wrong. Maybe then things would have been different. But i cant go back and i just have to accept it and move on, and the hardest part let him go. let him be happy. I joined this website because i just really needed someone to talk to, that can maybe share similar experiences, or give me advice or just talk to me it doesn't really matter. I just feel so lost and alone. I feel as though i will never love again, and if i do i'm so afraid that i will do the same things and the guy will just leave me again. So any advice or input will be much much appreciated.
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