I have been thinking about my ex so much lately. I am dreading the day I hear that he has been with someone else. I think that will be the day my heart actucally dies a little. I can't stand the thoguht of him being with another woman. It is killing me and I actually feel heart sick. I could throw up thinking about it. I wish he could just want me again, just to get back what we had. I miss him, everything about him. I hate this and if we can't be together anymore, I wish him nothing but a life of misery!!! Am I being mean and vedictive??? I feel bad for feeling like this but I also hate him for making me feel this way too.
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