He thinks I am cheating, and was cheating ! ( i was not and did not ) I think he has PTSD from IRAQ, he calls me names when he flips his lid, and sometime feel that he just thins I will always be here and we wont divorce becuase of 3 kids, when ever I start talking divorce ( we are not happy) he gets me and Irate threatens to take the kids, when he does talk divorce he think we can do uncontested, but only wants to give me $800 (2 kids) 3 is not his from bfore I knew him, and no alimony, I am a waitress, some college but been doing the wife mom thing for 9 yrs, he was military, I make a whopping $1200, he makes take home $4200 with no over time and right now they work 18 a week overtime at $30 an hour, I will have the kids, basically what I am saying is how am I going to do this, good bad if we cant do it how will I get out, and make it, or am i just screwed, I ask because I am tired I just found out he spend $4000 on credit cards, that we are not suppose to be using, and he doesn't care, as bad as it sounds I wish I did have a bfriend to run to , but I dont, I just want peace, and stablility and I dont have that here with him! CB
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