Okay, my stbx has finally moved out yesterday. I've know for a few weeks he was moving on the 1st and even helped him get ready. But even through all the things we've been through I still said he didn't have to move and we could try again. He didn't reciprocate and moved yesterday. I made sure I was gone all day until he was done. I came home to a fairly empty house and my heart broke all over again. Why even though I knew he was going to move did I hold on to hope? He took everything that was his before we married but left all the senitmental things like things I bought him or stuff from our wedding in Hawaii. It hurt so much and I feel like he did it deliberately to hurt me. I'm mad at myself for loving him still even when he showed me who he really is and how he can hurt me in ways no one else can. I just needed a moment to vent. Thank you DS for listening!