The ex came here last night and I realized how much he has changed. It has gotten to the point that just looking at him turns my stomach. I'm just venting mostly because I didn't see what others did and blamed myself for his actions. When I look at his mouth and lips it made me want to throw up. They have been on anothers lips, boobs, twat and what was once a beautiful thing makes me ill! How dare he do this to me and tell me to get over it...
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