My 'husband' is off tonight, well until Tuesday, with his ex and new girlfriend (yes they are the same person) and he is at a party that I was supposed to be at. He is in a motorcycle club for about 10 months now and I know all the guys and girls at the club. Tonight is their party and his girlfriend that came here from California to NC is there with him tonight. The messed up thing is that we all were supposed to exchange gifts and I feel bad that I cant be there to give the girl I drew her name her gift. So now I am stuck at home by myself and this is the WORST night of my life. I sure hope that 2008 is better for me. If anyone out there reads this and feels like talking, please let me know. I don't know what to do.... thanks in advance for any discussion or advice I can get from anyone.
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