well its been a week since my ex called or stopped by, the last time he did stop by was in his girlfriends car. i am still feeling bad and feel like i cant function, i want to know he is miserable or miss me or something, i just eat myself alive inside wandering what he is doing. ive been to counseling, i take meds, i try to stay busy, i pray i go to church and it seems like nothing is working. i dont know what else to do but try to do drugs or go to the hospital or something. what do you guys think??
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