Well the stbx finally came by to see the kids last night. He stayed for about 45 mins and grabbed some of his hunting stuff for this weekend. I tried to get my son to let his dad know how he was feeling, he didn't say too much. Basically all the stbx told him was mommy and daddy will always love him no matter what. I told him he has two weeks to get all of his shit out of here. I also asked if he has contacted a lawyer since he was served divorce papers last week, and all he said was not yet, and I said well you only have 30 days and he said I know. I told him he could explain to our kids why he did and said all the things he did and then left, because that is a question I have to answer everyday. Our daughter goes around singing the songs he used to sing to me all the time. Our kids witnessed all the hugging and kissing and I love you's and him singing these sweet songs to me and then bam he's caught on the phone with his fat cow and he's gone. Of course our children are left confused. He has all the freedom in the world now, and I guess I get a little jealous. I still have all the responsibilities of home and kids, which don't get me wrong I want them. I know I will never know why this all happened.
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