I havn't been on here in a while. I recently had a big fight with my partner, We havn't been seeing each other long, but dated before and have been friends for more then 5 years. He shoved me and I got a door in the face which left a very noticeable mark. This hapened after I told him to leave. He has been trying to contact me through messenger but I know it's better to not have any contact. I'm starting to miss him a lot even though I CAN'T be with him. I don't want to be with someone who would put their hands on me. I finally went out today after a few days of hybernating in my room. Caked on the makeup to hide my bruisse, I didn't even brush my hair or get dressed. How do I pick myself back up after being crushed like this ?! I feel worthless, like how could he do this to me..
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