It has been 2 months since my STBX moved out, and I have the kids this weekend, I am trying to hang in there and be strong. I don't want them to see Mom cry, but I just can't help think, that he doesn't care after 20 years. I tell everyone that I am doing okay, but these past two days have been so hard for me. I guess it started it out, when I heard he had broken it off with the OW, because she was being too "clingy" and now they are back together, because she told him that she will be different. Why? Do I still care? Am I stupid or what?
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