Today is a bad day again. He picked up the kids this morning..and I saw him.. Didnt talk to him..but just seeing his face..Was I that horrible of a wife..all I did was love him unconditionally..I dont deserve to be treated like yesterdays garbage..But the knot in my stomach gets stronger and stronger.. I have a lil angel on one shoulder and a devil on the other..The devil is winning right now..Because today I feel horrible not only emotional but the the stress is messin with my whole body..every muscle aches, my back is killing me (was in a accident in October, have a slipped disk) I am not sure I can do this anymore..And as wrong as this sounds...I want him to pay for rippin this family apart.
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