How do you handle a flood of memories, both good and bad, I am down to crying just 1-2 days a week. I see my ex 2-3 times a week at work, he smiles at me, his eyes look like a sick puppy, and when people are around he mouth's the word hello so people can't hear, he looks and reminds me of when we were first dating. Now mind you I am guarding my heart and resisting the erge to stab him with a pen. I make great money at this job and have looked for another job. But today all I can do is cry for the man I married 25 years ago. I feel like I'm being haunted or like I'm living the movie "ground hog day" the same nightmare day after day. My friends at DS i need advice. Pia
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