have you ever felt so much hatred for the person who broke your heart that it literally consumed your thoughts? I've never felt this much hatred towards a person ever in my life and its scaring me to death. Ever hear of that fine line between love and hate? well I think I'm on a very dangerous end of hate. Its not like me to feel this way like this. Yes I've hated people before and theres still some I do, but this is far greater than any I've ever felt... it seems when I think Im going to make it and I'll be able to hold on to enough of my sanity to get by, it happens... I relapse and the hate flows like a flash flood.
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