Hi...first of all this site is great and Ihave received a lot of support and though I'm only 5 weeks into this, I feel like I am starting to have more good days than bad and I don't dream about it every night anymore. I do have one part of this that just haunts me so much and I just wondered if anyone else has experienced it. My husband basically just announced one evening that he didn't love me and that he leased and place and was moving out that weekend. I have never heard from him since, wouldn't even tell me where he was moving too. I was served divorce papers over Thanksgiving weekend...still no call nothing...this makes me feel like I was so horrible that he can't even face me...like I have the plague and yet my head knows I am not horrible and Ididn't deserve this...but the rejection of never hearing anything from him and knowing how happy he is...his daughter told my daughter that she is glad they left because he was so miserable with us and now he is so happy...just makes me feel all the worse...why does he act like I don't exist?
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