I always had a hard time sleeping I used to wake up wondering what life would be without the jerk. He left, best day of my life and I finally slept through the night. Then hell started. Can I stay in the house, will they believe his lies, what else will he take from the house, how many times must I change the locks. Will the voice mails and letters ever stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Still worrying thats what I do. I realize it doesn't matter its a waiting game. I hate lawyers and courts!!!!!! They don't care nor does my stbx. But me up several times during the night always awakening to worry. The other night I saw the letters STBX in my dream. Ow my god he's haunting me. Anyone else have this problem.
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