Well today actually would have been our 4th anniversary. I just noticed the date and I realized that this year I didnt have to feel phoney and stuck like the previous 3 years. The first one we were on a cruise and spent much time arguing..and him drunk. I wanted to enjoy it but I really didnt..(Why did I marry him-seemed too hard to get out of and I had naive hope I suppose)..so this year...woohooo!..I dont have to fake it! Im having a better day today thanks to all my wonderful friends' help on here yesterday. It makes such a difference!
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