January 6 is my birthday. It is the first birthday I've ever spent by myself. I bought myself an awesome new pair of too-expensive jeans that I love and had my nails done. I'm making it through my first Christmas, New Year's and birthday on my own all within 5 weeks of leaving the stbx. I'm so glad there are no more holidays, birthdays or anniversaries for me to get through for a while. I hope I'm stronger after all this:)
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