Today is my 8th Anniversary. I spent the weekend a little depressed in anticipation of it. I cried last night for a little while to think that my life has ended up where it is. I think that I am going to turn this day into something else. Every year opn March 26th, I will turn it into a day to find myself again. I will make it a personal day for me. Today is the first day of the rest of my life. Life is too short to waste on jerks.
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