I love Halloween. It is one of my favorite holidays. The only thing is that it takes on a whole different vibe now. I have a restraining order against my ex. It's not so fun to step outside your home and have a motion sensored Halloween toy try to scare you. I went to a haunted house last year and did not flinch. Nothing. I warned my brother that if anything jumped out at me I would go postal. On the haunted hayride, I wasn't scared. I think after what I have been through, haunted houses and hayrides do not scare me. I live with a constant fear 24/7. Anyone else going through this?
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