It's getting closer to the day when I see him for the first time since "divorce" was mentioned. I don't know how I am ever gonna react when I see him at the airport. I am picking him up because the kids are so excited to see him. Every day I get a more intense feeling in the pit of my stomach and I feel like I am gonna pass out. I hate that he does this to me and he doesn't even know or care. He was a good husband up until a few months ago. I loved him more than anything and i still do but I hate him more than anything too. Is that weird? he has just broken my heart into a million pieces and I don't know that I can get over it. Will I ever? Will there be a time that I can look back and say I am so over you???
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