I gave him the choice between me and the baby and all the losers he hangs out with 2 days ago. Told him to call me when he had decided. Haven't heard from him. Makes me really, really sad. I know when your dealing with addiction, what the obvious choice is, isn't always so obvious to them. But this hurts. I let him get my hopes up when he said he wanted me to come home. I want to call him and ask him why he hasn't called and if that means the decision is his current life. But I know I shouldn't. I have to show him I am serious right? The later the day gets, the more depressed I get. Then I get to go "home" to my parents house and just go through the motions that I am fine. But I'm not...
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