Ok I went in and spoke with my conselor yesterday. We discussed my growing awarness of my being single in the world. I've been in a committed monogamous relationship for 20 years!!! I was nearly 20 when it all began. So I tell my counselor I went to church and this single man sat next to me. He made a few comments to me and then it struck me...Oh Oh no. I think this man may want to really strike up a conversation after the service. Well ,I didn't know how to behave ... I had to run. So I told this to my counselor and he said "Well your development in this area is about the same it was when you began your last relationship! Ugh I'm mentally 19 and learning how to be in this world. I'm not ready.
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