Well I did it, I ventured out on a saturday night with a girlfriend....It is just such a stange new world to go out, in a world of singles, and of couples....I told my stbx that I would not be home, for him to pick up our son at work...he just said "have fun"...I did not go out for myself...I went out to prove to him that I could. He does not want me to go out, but knows he can not say anything anymore about my life. I have to say that I am very fearful of this new life I have been thrown into...How can I stop being so scared of change...Should I just stay home, and wait until my heart says it is ok to rejoin this new world...am I forcing myself to soon....I had alot of attention from men, while out, but was just not ready yet, not trustful of anyones intensions.....sorry so long...Kathy
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