Seriously, I'm not divorced yet, but probably coming. My husband is psychotic.

I live in a town that is kind of isolating and have no one to talk to. My husband works out of town.

I had a weekend planned for us last weekend. We were to go away for a night together. Our marriage has been strained lately. I had a problem with my teenage daughter and it caused a huge fight with me and my husband. He kind of sided with my daughter, as usual and sort of lied to me and when I found out, I just freaked. It ruined our weekend. It was really horrible. But, I just have this sneaking hunch that he isn't always honest with me.

Anyways, because I said that to him and I pretty much told him he had to leave, get out, he said if I think he is being secretive then he will be. He now won't take my calls, or textes unless I tell him I'm coming up there to see him, then he does. This isn't even my fault. He took an extra large amount of money from our acct., I believe so he can use cash and I can't see what he is doing.

He can't communicate, he has struck me and I have gotten over that, but I had a falling out with his family and was mad that he never sticks up for me, and ever since then he has started becoming distant and started treating me like you know a boyfriend would treat a girlfriend that he doesn't want to be with anymore. Ignoring me. I never thought he would ever treat me like this. It's bizarre. We've been married for 20 years.

I'm so lonely, cause of where we are living, that I'm constantly texting him and calling tonight, like a stalker. I don't know what else to do. Isn't that pathetic.

I hate myself for being like this. I don't deserve to be treated like this.