My divorce was final this past Monday. This week has been really hard. Especially this weekend, as I felt so alone here. I keep thinking of her almost all the time. I guess seeing her brought back all these feelings. I can't seem to find any joy in certain things. I use to watch football with her so this Super Bowl is bringing me back memories of things. Everything happened so fast that I am still grieving the loss. We separated on 12/1 and filed 12/19 and dissolved the marriage 1/29. It is like the rug was swept under me. I am not sure if I still llove her, and I tell myself to stop thinking like that. She has caused me a lot of pain. I still feel like there is a cloud over me.
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