I just can't seem to shake off what happened to me a year ago and whats happening today. Last year when I was with my ex, we had been together almost 3 months and everything was great, but then one day she started getting distant. Not talking a lot, shying away from me, etc. She reassured me a couple times, but the distance only got worse and then she stopped with the reassurance altogether. So I was left worrying and wondering constantly and being afraid of losing her. This went on for the next 4 to 5 months of our relationship. I stayed tore up and a wreck. Well the girl Im with now I have been with for almost 4 months. Shes getting a little distant but shes been 10 times more reassuring then my ex. But I can't help but think about whats next. This fear is driving me insane. Cause I love her more than I ever loved any ex, and her family has been the closest I've ever had as well. I'm afraid if things just dont repeat themselves, that my fear will drive her away anyway. I'm such loser for feeling this way. She was actually in a physically abusive and even life threatening marriage before me, and she hardly ever worries...
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