I must learn to let him go.....He can not step up to the plate, with all the stress and bad luck that had happened, he is going to mentally stayy in that place. He dose not want to move forward with hope and positvity. I can't beleive how constantly negative he is now...and he is the one that wants to live here. It's like getting a slap in the face everyday from him. And it hurts! I wanted to use love for forgivness...but it is a two way street for coming back together with love and forgivness. I must learn to just forgive and get on with my life without him. With forgivness of him, I hope not to be living with anger and sadness at him, so I can try to really be happy again. I need the knot that I live with to go away. Please knot, go away, I want sunshine in there in place of you.
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