Well it is half way through the wedding anniv. I slept in took my daughter to day care. Then came home took a shower cried for a while and went back to bed. Mickey text me earlier to say thank you for taking our daughter to school (suppose to be his job) and to have a nice day off. I did send to text messages back one to tell him he has to take her tomorrow and that I was not doing anything today just could not deal. The second one I asked if he ever thinks of coming home or is it a done deal for him. I know I should take the hint he has moved out twice in the last year and he text and calls other women. But for some reason I can not let go. It is really hard when I see him and he gives me a big hug and tells me he loves me. I have not heard back from any of my messages I guess that should tell me something.
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