I feel as though I am washing back and forth on a wave in a somewhat calm ocean. My stbx keeps pulling my emotions back and forth. I almost get to shore and stand on my feet then he calls again, and I'm back out. How can you distance yourself with children involved? After all he has done and all of the hurt, I could move on, but having to communicate with him still....That's hard!!! He is soooo manipulative, even his psychiatrist said that He had a hard time with his manipulations!! I am starting to get sea sick and no amount of phenergan can help me now!!!
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