My boyfriend of almost 3 years left me for some other girl but lied to me about it. When he broke up with me (on Jan 10th) he told me it was MY issues that broke us up and that he wasn't happy anymore. Then a few weeks later after grieving and trying to think of ways to get him back, I found out he was already dating someone else. I found out that he had ordered her flowers for Valentines day on Jan 26th when he only broke up with me on Jan 10th!!! They are already in love which makes me certain that he was interested in her when we were still dating. If you knew this guy, you would never suspect this from him. He was a saint to me from the first day we met. How could he forget about me so quickly? We were so in love and happy. How could he already love someone else? How could he lie to me and tell me it was ME that broke us up? I want him to feel the same pain that I feel. Why does he get to be happy when I am miserable and depressed? I hate him but I can't move on!!! WHY DID HE DO THIS TO ME!!!!! All I did was love him for 3 years and I gave him my life!!!! I just want him to suffer!!!!!!
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