Suzanne, I read your profile. I know you have your hands full with responsibilities at home, which makes this even more difficult. Have you talked with your Dr. about your symptoms to see if there is another medication that might be beneficial while you're dealing with this? Crying, anger....all familiar to many of us who have been hurt by our stbx's. Have you considered counseling as well? I'm so very sorry you're going thru this. You are among friends here.

Suzanne, I know what you're going through. I also know that any information I tried to dredge up only tortured me. I think these feelings are only normal, but I also think that when we let them make us physically ill or keep us from growing in our own life, we're giving them control over us. Do you want to go back to what you had? Were you happy with that? That's what I have to ask myself all the time. Think about YOU, not HIM.

Suzanne I am sorry to hear of your situation. It sounds as if you have your hands full and divorce is tough enough. All I can tell you is that these feelings should subside with time and if they don't, seek professional help to get the level of care you require. Most people here have been on the emotional roller coaster including myself and find ways of coping with the lifestyle change. As difficult as it may seem you can overcome anything and always believe in yourself!