Tomorrow is the beginning of the end for me. My husband told me to get over it, move on, and get a divorce. So, tomorrow I go to two lawyers to try and figure out what happens next. I am already anxious and feeling very distraught. This is the final step. He has been out of the house and gone, but this is the moment when I finally admit he is never coming back. I know everyone refers to this journey as a roller coaster ride. I am certainly experiencing that feeling you get in your stomach with that first big drop. I actually enjoy roller coasters , but this one I want to get off of immediately. Just needing some love and support on this one.
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