I am afraid of this website. although I have talked to people, I have tried to stay off, just for the simple fact of getting attached to someone of here that may give me all the emotional support that I need. The bad part about it is that I go for the men just for that reason. For the emotonal support that I no longer get from my husband that I am now divorcing. I dont love my husband anymore,and the support that I need is for the emptiness that I feel at night and the dead feeling that I have inside. I am over him but I am still dead. I am dead inside- I do know why. He hurts me through my son. He makes no effort to see my son, he doesnt financially help me in any way shape or form and I am barely making it if you even want to call it that. Someone please tell me, is it bad? Should I stay off here. I look only for men that can make me feel special and worth something again. I have so much to offer and my husband makes me feel like the scum of the earth. Someone please help me-tell me.
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