I've been offline a couple of days. I'm trying to cope with all that is happening. I'm still unhappy about everything he's doing to me, but I have to protect myself so I have an appt with an attorney tomorrow. I'm terrified, but I have to make sure he maintains his responsibility to me as he promised. He's running around spending money we don't have so I feel this is the necessary next step. I can't believe how my life has degraded since March 8th. I'm numb or hurting or distracted and nothing else. I keep trying to keep busy but I can't turn off my brain and all the "whys" that are running through it. Oh well, I guess I'll have better perspective after my meeting with the lawyer.
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